A Song For my Princess

What Your Soul Sings



Don't be afraid
Open your mouth and say
Say what your soul sings to you
Your mind can never change
Unless you ask it to
Lovingly re-arrange
The thoughts that make you blue
The things that bring you down
Only do harm to you
So make your choice joy
The joy belongs to you
And when you do
You'll find the one you love
You'll find you love

Don't be ashamed
To open your heart and pray
Say what your soul sings
To you
So no longer pretend
That you can't feel it near
That tickle on your head
That tingle in your ear
Oh ask it anything
Because it loves you dear
It's your most precious king
If only you could hear
And when you do
You'll find the one you need
You'll find you love

(Words by Massive Attack)

Today was cloudy

Deep in thought

through the forest we walk

Seperated we think

of what might become

when now common ground we have found
Today WAS cloudy.

TE AMO

el caer en amor?

Yes, it´s hard when I can´t touch you.
Last night I was sad because you didn´t call me.
I looked at the hotel and wondered what were you doing.
I listened to the cd, " terminal frost" makes me think about something, I´ll tell you when I see you again.
So...you are falling in love with me..what can I say ??You are crazy, really, but I warned you.You make me think everything is posible.
I can feel your arms around me when I´m sleeping , it´s true !!!
Maybe we could meet tomorrow night, let me see, ok?
Today, when you come back from the mountain I won´t be here, but I´ll be thinking about you.
I think I´m falling in love with you too...
Maria

Morning Mountain

I have so little time to write to you before I go up the mountain.Have a wonderful day. I think of you all the time.Enjoy this time we are having together, it is truly wonderful as you are a wonderful person. you light up my world. Thanks.It is hard when we can not touch, I know, I feel it.I could see your house, this morning, with the lights on and it filled me with joy.
You are in my heart
Mark
Today you are warm breeze on this cool day

Maria...están floreciendo los tulipanes !!

Deep Thoughts

I would love to know your deep thoughts and feelings. For me to, it is like a dream. A very special dream. However, this dream is real. I can feel your lips when we kiss. I can taste your skin. When our naked bodies touch it is electric. This dream is real.

I want to tell you but I don't want to scare you away. I want to tell you so you can immerse yourself into the warmth that is my affection, to feel the strength that it brings and the security & safety it can add.
These are my deep thought and feelings.

A Forest of Dreams

Cascada

My love for you flows as easy as water down a stream.
A cascade of positive emotional wellbeing.

The reply

Hi, my big boy.
Your letter is one of the most beautiful things I´ve ever read .
I won´t tell you about my past, I don´t know how a healthy relationship could be...
These days I missed you so much, so much , and I´m not going to tell you anymore, just that..I miss you.
My sister arrived, I´m happy.
Thank you for respecting my silence, I need my silence sometimes, it´s another part of me, never feel afraid about it.
Today, when I saw you I wanted to run to your arms.
But, please, your patience is still very important.
Thanks for your presents!!!
Call me tonight.
Kisses.
Me

The view

Shine on Forever My Warm Breeze

Hola Maria
This is the end on day 1 of 2 days that I wait to see you once again and wait to find out what your mind is doing. The day went well and the lessons have gone well. I am on the way to passing the course.
Through the course of the day I have thought of you so much. I care for you very much as if you were my child. I do not like to see you upset or sad.
We need to go slowly and discover each other, that part is fun. We already know we like each other, very much..
I am sorry for putting pressure on you about staying here in Bariloche but as I said in my email, I would stay anywhere in the world for the right person. So please do let this be an issue for you.
I have made a decision. I am staying much longer than I had planned. So no matter what your outcome of us is. I will just try harder to romance you and romancing you is a joy to have.
I was always looking for you but did not expect to find you, here in Bariloche but I am very happy that I have found you and so soon.
Me, asking you to be my girlfriend is not a marriage proposal but all girlfriend/boyfriend relationships do drift in that direction. It is a request that we be friends and lovers and we can walk anywhere, holding hands and people will see us and think; ‘they are friends and lovers’. We can take time to discover each other.
I do not know all you have been through and I do not need to know as I can see the effect it is has on you and how protective you are of your emotions and your children. I respect this. I want to show you that a relationship does not have to have a bad outcome. It can be warm and beautiful forever. It is somewhere for you to feel safe at all times. It is a place where you are free to express yourself in ever way. It is a place where you can grow and grow together.
I can see there is so much love and affection inside you. I see it in the way you treat your children, in the way you smile at people at your work and the way you smile at me. I adore this about you. It makes me smile. I know there is more of this emotion inside you, for me or someone like me but it is hard for it to break free for fear of being hurt. I can write words and say ‘I will not hurt you’ but you will never truly believe this until you stay with me and over time find out for yourself that my words are true.
I adore you, I admire you, I am in awe of you, I respect you, I care for you and this all adds up to the fact that I love you. I am honest and honest with my affections and I feel my affections are safe with you. I know you will never intentionally hurt me.
I have made it clear that I will do whatever makes being with me easier. I am happy to meet with your parents, to meet with your sister or friends. I also hope I can be a good friend to your children.
Wherever your thoughts go with us, I will respect your decision, your outcome. I will support you in any way possible. I will be the last person on earth to make your life difficult. I am here to add to your life not to take away from it.
All this I give to you and you are free to accept this or put it into a place where you are comfortable with it all.
I now do not know when to give you this letter. Tomorrow, on you second day off but then I might be interfering with your thought process. Maybe when you come back to work but you may have already made a decision and this will just make it hard for you. Although, you may have made a decision and this strengthens your decision..
Oh well, when the time is right I will know.
Whether together or apart I know we will be in each others hearts.

Shine on forever my warm breeze.
Mark

Thank You

Hello to you my sweet Maria
I can taste you on my lips
I can feel you you with my finger tips
It is with a full heart I say thank you
for you being you
Mark

Hello you...
thank you for make feel alive again

Tranquility

US & THEM

Tu Casa

Hola to you Maria
Thank you so much for your email. When I was away I wanted to talk to you but could not. So to come back and have an email like this waiting for me is so wonderful.

"Gracias tanto por su email. Cuando estaba ausente yo deseé hablar con usted pero no podría o se vuelve y tiene un email como esto que me esperaba es tan maravilloso".

As I could not talk to you, I wrote you a letter. See attached document or I can give you the original.
To view the letter, 'double click' on "Hola Mariä.doc" and open to read. If you can not do this I will send it to you separately.
forever In my heart
Mark

Hola Mark,
I´ve just read your letter.
I think it´s very beutiful when two souls can talk.
I felt many things along this weekend, but I´m not confused, I would like to know you, because I really enjoy the moments like friday night.
See you soon,
Maria

Hola Mark,
Acabo de leer tu carta.
Pienso que es muy hermoso cuando dos almas pueden hablar.
Senti muchas cosas durante esta fin de semana, pero no estoy confundida, me gustaria conocerte, porque realamente disfruto de los moemtno como la noche del viernes.
Te veo pronto,
Maria

A Stiring

Hola Maria

I am writing on note paper because I can not email you. I am in Pampa Linda & it is a beautiful place. It makes me think of you.
It has been hard not being able to talk to you as I would like to talk to you more.
I have not stopped thinking about you. You fill my mind with many thoughts, all good.

Thank you for Friday night and thank you for opening your heart and mind. Thank you for opening your house to me. When I left your house I wanted to turn around and come back to kiss you again but his time, a long kiss, full of passion but I behaved myself.

When I walked back, the rain did not touch me. When I got to my bed, I could not sleep.
In the morning I wanted to send you an email but the buses were already here to take us away.

I hope you have had a good two days and feel good. I hope you have not been filled with confusion but filled with happiness.

I must finish this as we are now going for a walk to a waterfall and some first aid training.

I pray that this is the beginning for something new and good for both of us.
With much kindness and trust
Mark

PS: You are very inspirational. I am inspired to write to you. Should you be feeling the same way, then we move forward together and everything will work itself out (‘por que’- fall into place) .

My Breeze

¿Así pues, es usted una brisa fresca en un día caliente o una brisa caliente en un día fresco?






Soy... brisa suave, fresca o tibia, depende de mis emociones.

The Proposal

Hola Maria
The pleasure is mine to know you. Your smile is sunshine every day.
I , forgive me if am to fast/forward here, but i would like to take you out for dinner , some where really nice, somewhere you say is , romantic!
If not, so be it but I will be sad
shine on Maria
Mark


Hola Mark
It´s a very funny situation, writting to you, when you are sitting here,right in front of me!!!
Ok, let´s go out for dinner.
I have to tell you I´m a very, very shy person.
See you,
Maria

nadie nos prometio un jardin de rosas, hablamos del peligro de estar vivos...

M=MI

A=AMOR

R=ROMANCE

I=ME

A= MARIA